The kick-off

At this point I should call myself the one handed blogger. It takes substantially longer to type with one hand but the lovely 3 mo. old is gnawing on my thumb and hers at the same time, all while telling some type of very detailed story i am sure. I can tell by her voice inflections that she is ver passinate about it. So my blog is begining, hopefully I can be fairly consistent and this account of my story will be fun and theraputic as well. The title insideout stems from the idea of God changing my life from th inside and it being evident on th outside as well. My transformation story is incomplete, it is on going. I'm learning a lot about transparency in life and I intend to practice that here just as well as in my marriage and my relationships with those I spend time with.
So I'm starting off today and this is where I am... My day has been a little hectic. One of our cars broke down yesterday so today it's in the shop. The estimate, outrageous. What do you do though when you know nothing about cars and you don't have a way to make the week work with only one vehicle. Bailey was screaming much of the afternoon, enought that made getting online at the club house impossible b/c seriously who wants to have the screaming baby while others are trying to get updated on their myspace lives. So I put her in the car and drove to Target, here I shopped my little brain out but only bought a few things, bottles for Bayster (Bailey's nickname from time to time, is it bad) and I got some things for Josh, Ipod accesories. Mostly to show him that I care about his hobbies. Music is his passion and I want to share that with him, so I got some headphone splitters and another set of buds.
I also bought the movie Music and Lyrics b/c Josh likes it. It's about music. It's got some deepness to parts of it as well.
We're struggling a little right now with some organization and we are trying to get things under control. I feel like we're far from "there" where is there? Anyway, We have no internet access at home, YET. Hopefully we're caving in this week but we're having to set some boundaries on time b/c time management is something that I don't do to well with. I am ready for the convienince but not the money... AHHHH got to go, I'm at my moms and she needs to do homework. Peace out, for the first time. BYe